completely insane 2 find out urself smtym probably everytym ...totally differ d personage u r 4 a while  wen u r in ur nyco mood or vice versa is so possible in ur case though... don't know is only d case of a particular or true in generalization...  

She was a girl of having ignorant nature,innocent soul,nature friendly,suffering frm getting easily influenced ,friendless , forever alone n of seven years .... starting frm specific year coz it ws d tym she started analyzing d lyf ,d existence hmmmm can't say lyf ,coz nt able 2 understand till yet .....
at dat moment ,though nthng was proper bt accord wid her nthng was improper or she didn't know dat is der any point of consideration watever d sense she possessed at dat tym she was happy enough  a girl who never know wat d existence of depression ,disillusionment, digression and nt even she hd ever an idea dat hw alone she is ....sense of being lonely .... a harsh reality of each being.... 2 be continued